you know...I can't lie about this...but I totally forgot I started this blog. After school started back up, I spent much of my waking hours writing my thesis, so that was some focus. So imagine my surprise when I thought I should check in on the ol' blog page and realize I started this one up in bored housewife desperation (I was unemployed last summer....I made candles, soap, jam, bread, crackers, it was ridiculous).
now, however, with an MA under my belt, I feel ready to tackle this yet another time.
am I going to stick with evening papers...? Maybe, maybe not. I got some irons in the fire for where to take this, but essentially, this is exactly what I proposed...insight to myself and a great way for me to write everyday for an unintentional audience. I love to write, and realize I have been choking myself off of that as I could never compare to some of the great transcendentalists that I have been writing papers on over the last year, but what the hell. Gotta start somewhere.
I am in a really interesting spot in my life these days. And I am trying with due diligence to keep myself moving forward, and in a positive direction. It feels as if all of humanity these days has been whacked with a huge dose of reality, whether in terms of money, time, or talent, and frankly we are all super pissed about it. Not that I'm not...good LORD no. I'm usually the most irritated person I know (hence my affinity for super dark comedy), but am slowly realizing that it is not serving me to be this way. I think it is best served in terms of not being positive-pollyanna all the time, which runs rampant and again irritating in the new age community that I align myself with...but it is more of being focused on what I want to see happen for myself, and my family. AND, since I am in the throes of some serious wtf change where NOTHING has been set in stone, I have to admit that I am wanting to feel lost, but choosing not to.
Takes some faith, yo. Super real faith in the face of super real anger and adversity.
So there. That's where I am at, and that's where I am going to start from. As far as other nutty things I have been into lately, I have been learning some serious astrology. Yes. Call me a nut, but it is really fascinating, when compared to earthly energies that some people are feeling or earthly events, it's a doozie.
and so it is. :)
now, however, with an MA under my belt, I feel ready to tackle this yet another time.
am I going to stick with evening papers...? Maybe, maybe not. I got some irons in the fire for where to take this, but essentially, this is exactly what I proposed...insight to myself and a great way for me to write everyday for an unintentional audience. I love to write, and realize I have been choking myself off of that as I could never compare to some of the great transcendentalists that I have been writing papers on over the last year, but what the hell. Gotta start somewhere.
I am in a really interesting spot in my life these days. And I am trying with due diligence to keep myself moving forward, and in a positive direction. It feels as if all of humanity these days has been whacked with a huge dose of reality, whether in terms of money, time, or talent, and frankly we are all super pissed about it. Not that I'm not...good LORD no. I'm usually the most irritated person I know (hence my affinity for super dark comedy), but am slowly realizing that it is not serving me to be this way. I think it is best served in terms of not being positive-pollyanna all the time, which runs rampant and again irritating in the new age community that I align myself with...but it is more of being focused on what I want to see happen for myself, and my family. AND, since I am in the throes of some serious wtf change where NOTHING has been set in stone, I have to admit that I am wanting to feel lost, but choosing not to.
Takes some faith, yo. Super real faith in the face of super real anger and adversity.
So there. That's where I am at, and that's where I am going to start from. As far as other nutty things I have been into lately, I have been learning some serious astrology. Yes. Call me a nut, but it is really fascinating, when compared to earthly energies that some people are feeling or earthly events, it's a doozie.
and so it is. :)
